| MTC here I come! |
[Nov. 5th, 2008 || 06:27 am] |
Today at noon I'm to report at the MTC @3@ That's 11am Cali time and 2pm Ohio time. :P
Oooooour country's gonna die. ._. Obama's the high and mighty now and we're in for a world of hurt.. luckily I won't be here for almost half of it :D Haaa.... ha........ Yeah.. Let's see how that goes. XP
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| SIGN WAVING MADNESS! |
[Oct. 30th, 2008 || 09:26 am] |
o_O Iunno WHY the artistic icon in the last journal ended up looking sad. Gofig.
YESTERDAY WE DID SIGN WAVING AT THE CORNER OF BOUQUET AND NEWHALL RANCH RD AND IT WAS FUN! XD Regardless of the Ranch Dressing that was thrown at me, as well as getting sprayed by windshield wiper fluid, it was FUN! XD I'm going to go again today and the intersection's going to be McBean and Magic Mountain. I'll keep an update on what I get thrown at me. B) We have it good, though (so far). There was a member who said her sister got a Big Gulp coke thrown at her the other day. 8D Funfun. So yeah. I'm happy to get showered with stuff that'll keep me cooled down and my fav salad dressing. <3 I'll be going alone today, though, cuz kt has work. Unless mom wants to drop Cy off at kt's work and she and I could gooooo....... Tho I doubt she'll want to.
*finishes the doll clothing now* :) Looks like I'll be able to finish before we head to Salt Lake! But I'll prolly take the doll with me there and ship it from SLC cuz it might be cheaper. 8D Yar.
~Befu, the Sewing, Missionary Spaniard. |
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| D: |
[Oct. 28th, 2008 || 09:47 pm] |
JESSI NEEDS TO TELL ME WHAT WAS BUGGING HER, KTHX. <3
http://www.mentalfloss.com/blogs/archives/19670
dot.dot.dot. That. Was interesting.
I'M SO CLOSE TO FINISHING THE DOLL O_O I just need to sew on ONE. MORE. PART. And it'll be easy. So then.. WHY AM I PUTTING IT OFF? D: *d3d* I'll do it. Right now. Cuz I'm bedding in 12 minutes so I can get up at 6 to shower and then work on the clothes. <3
~Befufu. |
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| Let's see... |
[Oct. 28th, 2008 || 01:58 pm] |
It's Tuesday, ne? We just finished filling out our ballots and gave them to Katie to send off. Yooosh. And Iiiiiii need to take a shower. After I finish sewing something on the doll. The doll itself is virtually done, just needs a few more things sewn together, but then I have to work on the clothes. I only really have today and tomorrow to work on it all D: So today I'm aiming to put the entire body together then tomorrow I'll be working on the clothes. Hopefully I'll be ahead of schedule and finish the body early and start on clothes today. :) We'll see.
In other news, I still need to pack ._.
And woooooow. I think this is the ONLY Halloween I've never dressed up as SOMETHING for. Gaspeth. O:
Oh, also, I think tomorrow me and Kt will go sign twirling. :) I was going to do it this morning, but it was 6am. And when I woke up at 5:40, it was still pitch black. :x Soooo I slept in. XD' But since over 300 sign twirlers showed up yesterday evening, they're going to hold sign twirling events all week at the same time. <3 Yay. Also, if you watch CNN today, Marvin Perkins, a member of our ward, was interviewed and also there was some press yesterday at the sign-waving/twirling thing. If they show that online or on the news somewhere, I'll bet I know like.. 70-100% of the people they'll show. XD But yeeeeeeah....... anyway, I'll be sewing now. <3
~Befu, the Busy, Missionary Spaniard-to-be. |
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| WOOHOO! |
[Oct. 20th, 2008 || 11:49 pm] |
I just finished Alma! YAY-YEAH! Buuuuuuut it's a lot later than I wanted it to be, but that's okay. I do need to work on my talk on Sunday sometime this week :x and that's what I really need to be doing. Earlier tonight I also found out that I need to be reading at least 10 chapters a night in order to finish up the BoM a few days or so before I leave. I'd have to be reading about 16 per night in order to finish by Sunday's talk. 8D I'm aiming for that, though I don't know if I'll make it. If I make that, working on my talk, and sewing my main priorities with no videogaming, I should be okay. X3 Short update, but that's all that needs to be said.
AND I HAPPY I GOT TO TALK TO NATHAN A LITTLE BIT YESTERDAY <3 It would be SUPERCOOLANDAWESOME if he could make his own journal and reply to my entries :D Or just reply to my entries under Anonymous. :< That'd be more than I could hope for <333 But anyway, yeah. Glad he's been doing okay, though I know he always wishes to be in better circumstances. I hope things will turn around for him, for the better, while I'm on my mission and/or when I return.
That's all for now. Ja ne~ MISS CHU JESSISMEXY @3@
~Befu, the Happy-For-Bed, Missionary Spaniard-to-be. |
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| Floof. Yar. |
[Oct. 18th, 2008 || 09:38 pm] |
Wooooooooow today was an interesting day. Got harassed by some gay people at the post office, which makes me even MORE protective of the Yes on 8 decision, went shopping at a really expensive mall, in a Nordstroms that was down the street from where we used to live in Woodland Hills, Dad ordered a $700 coat in which I freaked out and told him not to, ESPECIALLY IN THIS ECONOMIC CRISIS, and I think he might call back the people and tell them no to the jacket. Cuz we saw some that looked just like it but for $100. :D Jeeeeeez dad D: I think he only says no to those things cuz of mom being around :P Cuz we showed dad the jacket/coat and he was like HAHno, then mom went out of the store, he took a second look at it, asked if the only reason I wasn't getting it was cuz it was only available in a size 2 and size 4, then inquired of it to the receptionist and was gonna buy it D<<< I told him that it's a great gift and all, but it's DRY CLEANING, which I'm not supposed to take on my mission, and that I just.... can't wear something that expensive X_______X; unless it was a ring. I felt like Mei when I lent her my angelic pendant :'D Yeeeeeah I felt so uncomfortable. It was, though, the most beautiful jacket/coat I have ever seen. @.@ Me see if I can find it...
http://www.kaboodle.com/hi/img/2/0/0/98/e/AAAAAh4t4R0AAAAAAJjnRA.jpg
Small I know >_>; It looked kinda like that, but it was black, and it was quite a bit longer. I believe my dad referred to it as a Pea-Coat. I know the brand name was Trina Turk cuz dad made a comment about my butt looking like Tina Turner when I tried on the 4. XD It made my butt. Look. HUGE. LOL!!! Just because it was a size or two too small and the cut made the butt-area flare out. So after we wandered around, bought me 2 pairs of shoes that should be comfy for my mission, kt a new outfit, we tried to find somewhere for dinner. Ended up going to Red Robin and food was gooooood. But after the coat incident, I felt reeeeally sick. I feel like I'm getting a fever. I couldn't sleep well last night cuz my eyes felt like bruises and they've stayed that way all day today XD' Still bruised eyeballz. Earlier tonight I laughed, too, and my head felt like it would explode, kinda like having the worst headache ever. =x and I've been reeeeeeeeally cold. So yeah. I hope I can feel up to going to stake conference tomorrow. I was going to read a bunch while we waited on the seats for an hour/hour and a half.
Going to bed now. Family prayer. X3 Night all~
~Befu the Tired, Spanish Mishy. |
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| SO MUCH FUN! |
[Oct. 15th, 2008 || 09:55 pm] |
I started this morning with work, finding out that they're making this week my last at the UPS Store. :< Isad. I've loved this job so much, even if it is my first TRUE job, not counting my dumb few months as a tutor for some Korean kids >_>; Tutoring's not my thing unless I KNOW the people personally. Then they actually WANT to be tutored and respect me. :< But anyway:
After work I was mesmerized by kt playing Harvest Moon D< So I didn't get a nap in, sewing done, or reading started. D: Right now I'm on Alma 13 and I'm gonna try to make it to ch 21 tonight before bed. I probably won't have time to sew tonight, but if I do I can stay up cuz I don't go in to work til 1 tomorrow. <3 I can't believe I only have 3 days of work left and ONLY ONE MORE LESSON TO TEACH AT CHURCH @.@ That is, if they keep me as the CTR 5 teacher for one more lesson. I hope they do. T^T I wanna give the kids a little baggy full of fun stars that kt'll make. Or at least she'll be forced to make them >D Meh, she'll make them.
ISAD!!! @.@ My Manheim Steamroller playlist on Imeem that I've been playing over and over the past few days has now become a bunch of 30 second songs D<<<<< so back to Canon in D variations.
Well it looks like Jacki doesn't wanna be friends anymore, so I took her off my email list as she requested >_>; AND WHAT THE CRAP IS WITH THE PERSON ON YOUTUBE?! They think I'm going to hell or something. I laugh at them. Cuz if I REALLY am, which I'm not, I'll see them there. :P Rawr.
Aaaaaaanyway. Enough with the dumb people in life. OMM SO MUCH FUN AT MOUNTASIA TODAY! Me, Kt, and Jessi went to use our Laser Tag.. thingy (YES I SAID THINGY, JESSI XD I couldn't think of the literal vocabulary :<) and oooooooooooooooooooooooooooohmigosh *preppy moment* It was. So. Much. Fun. We got terrible scores, but WOW. That was TOO fun. Gave us a good workout, too XD We're going to do it again come Halloween. Halloween at 9:30pm is when I'll be set apart as a missionary :D WOOHOO FOR HALLOWEEN! THAT'S SO COOL! XD At least I think it's cool. So thar.
So we got lots of tickeeeeeeets tho they're really not a looooot compared to the money we put in them vs. the ticket:prize ratio. We had just shy of 200 tickets combined from this visit and our last visit from a few months ago during Summer. A little rubber ducky is 100 tickets to give you an idea >_>;
I want unlimited laser tag!
Oh, I also started girl problems today >.< Luckily they didn't get anything dirty and they didn't start during laser tag <3
I'll end now and read lots and maaaaaaaaybe get some sewing done tonight. Hopefully I get Nathan's letter tomorrow. @.@... Ja neeee~
~Befu, the Missionary Spaniard. |
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| YAY! |
[Oct. 14th, 2008 || 12:10 am] |
I'VE FINALLY REACHED ALMA D< <333 I wanna get through it in a week so I'll be like.. reading 10 chapters a day starting tomorrow. @3@ Then after I read I'll work on the doll. I need to get some buttons...
Well, I've finally heard news of Nate AND HE'S ALIVE! *faints* I can't wait to receive his letter so I getz tangible evidencez of his living self. XD After that dream I had I've been freaking out and getting all these weird images in my head that heeeeee yeeeeeeeeah wasn't doing so well. So I'm very happy to learn from Jessi that he's doing perfectly fine. Yokataaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ *faints again*
x_x;; *keeps the horror images out of my head from the trailers before the American Carol movie* They showed trailers from The Uninvited and another horror movie coming out about some girl whose soul belongs to the devil. It might look interesting to me if I had any amount of control over my mind as to what's real and isn't >_>; Aaaand if I didn't want the holy ghost to dwell with me at all times. <3 Lawl. I'll probably have nightmares of those for a few months I'm such a wimp. :D Can you blame me with how realistic horrors are getting with this technology available? :< iScared Luckily Jessi is here :D Comforting me :D And now we're talking about more horror stories! And I almost fainted cuz I thought I felt something under my covers and my imagination "got the best of me" and I felt like I was gonna pass out. I so would right now with how tired I am and how freaked out I get when it comes to scary stuff.
JESSI DUN YOU DARE BLAME YOURSELF CUZ I'M KEEPING AN ACCOUNT/RECORD OF IT, NOT TO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD D< GET TO BED <3
I said nu >w>
STOP IT D<
NAO!!!!!
You better get the picture now. >3> thatmeansICANRAPEYOU!
Mkay. I'll stop holding down my enter key and end this entry. :P Night night~
~Befu, the Scared-Out-Of-Her-Wits, Spanish Missionary. |
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| *ACHOO* |
[Oct. 11th, 2008 || 01:34 pm] |
http://www.mormonmomma.com/index.php/2007/another-womans-child/ Awwwwww~! This link/entry made me squee. X3>
I either have an early-forming cold, sinus infection, or it's allergy season :P My nose has been acting up ever since I woke up (aaaaand it was my fault since I left the window open cuz I knew how cold it'd be and the babies haven't been getting cooled off at all, so I felt sorry for them. Plus I slept with the heating pad on soooo it's all good B) )
But yeah. Just a quick update. I like that websiiiiiite~ *points to link I posted up there* Yar.
~Befu, the Sneezing, Missionary Spaniard. |
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[Oct. 10th, 2008 || 09:52 pm] |
I just put some eyedrops in my eyes and I'm closing them while I'm writing this. XD So if you see any mis-types, that's why. We just got back from watching An American Carol and I have to say, that's the FUNNIEST movie I've ever seen. Laughed til I cried. IT'S ALL SO TRUE! I recommend everyone to see it. Too bad it's only playing in select theatres.
Last night I had a dream about Nathan T+T I dreamed that we were going to his house to see a video and I was doing that so I could secretly see him. In a crowd. Of people. That I had never met. I dunno D: Blame weird dream plots. I dunno what I was doing in the dream. XD But I couldn't find Nathan. I was SURE he'd be there. When I saw a truck pull up and some guys getting out of it, I went out to see if Nathan was with them. I asked them where he was and they said he had fallen on his back three times earlier... or something o_O So I asked where he was and one of them pointed to a room, though I guess they weren't supposed to let anyone in cuz Nathan requested it... or.. something. XD But I came in and he was resting on his bed (Which was a HUGE bed like.. the size of my room. XD) and was all O_O to see me. So I hugged him and asked him what happened and he wouldn't tell me. D< I guess I dreamed this all last night cuz I had prayed that I'd know how Nathan is, because I haven't heard from him in over a week. :< No letters or emails yet, though he said he wouldn't be writing me any emails anymore. Just letters to get used to the whole thing. He better not have broken his back O_____________O;;;;;;;;;;
ActuallyIthinkItalkedtohimonthe5thsoithasn'tbeenaweekyet. It feels like I haven't talked to him for 2 weeks, though. DDD: I miss hiiiiiiim T_______T
Done with the left side of the doll, though. <3 I'm hoping to finish it within the next week. OMM Sunday couldn't come sooner DDDDD: At around 7:30 am I have to be at the Stake Center with some High Council members who will wish me luck on my mission and shake my hand and stuff. I'll have to bare my testimony. =x I'm so nervous. I grew up never hearing my parents' testimonies and just a few years ago I found out that parents ARE supposed to bare their testimonies on a pretty regular basis to their kids. >_>; So yeah.. I've only borne my testimony about 4 times in my life and each time I don't know if it gets harder or easier.
*opens eyes now* Yaaaaay no mistakes that I can see :D At least from the parts I can see. I might have made some up further around the beginning of the post but I'm too lazy to scroll up <3
I don't know if what I'm feeling is a small bit of depression or pre-home sickness or the fact that I miss Nathan so much. The reason I say I don't miss Jessi as much cuuuuz SHE'S IN MY POCKET AND I TALKED TO HER EVERY DAY THERE @o@ J/k. Iunno. I feel her spirit every day supporting me and I get to tell her messages through kt, though I'm not sure how many of those messages get sent. XP Every day I look at that little crimson baggy of beads and I wanna DUMP THEM ALL OUT O_O But I can't until Dec. 5th, and that'll only be one random bead I'll pull out. :< THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT GIFT, SMEXY O_____________O Best. Present. EVAR. <333 So far at least ;D
Woooooooow I'm so dehydrated. Maybe that's why I haven't been feeling tip-top. I'll put on my back-support brace thingy after this, too, so while I'm sewing a bit more I won't be so... incorrectly positioned. XD Luuuuuuurv and Ja ne~
OH BTW WE SAW DANNY AT THE UPS STORE YESTERDAY!!!!!! WE FREAKED OUT AND WERE ALL @_____@ "HI DANNY!!!!!!" I swear I would have glomped him if I could LOL. I told him about what'll happen when I go to spain and he was all O_O "You'll be doing what?!" to the part where I'll be gone for a year and a half and preaching the gospel with someone I don't know and I'll have to learn the language cuz I dunno a lick of spanish :D KEKEKEKEKE~ Now Ja ne~
~Befu, the Spanish Mishy. |
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| Firstly: |
[Oct. 10th, 2008 || 01:06 pm] |
It is my privilege and obligation as a young member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints to post information regarding something I'm very much for: Proposition 8 in the state of California. I wanna post this: http://newsroom.lds.org/ldsnewsroom/eng/commentary/the-divine-institution-of-marriage and point out the links on the right side of the webpage. Right now in California, there is a re-stated vote on whether or not to have Gay Marriage in California. Now, they already have the rights of a civil union which basically gives them ALL the rights of a marriage, MINUS the title. I know there is a lot of controversy over the homos vs the heteros right now, but in going to the only place I know that is COMPLETELY unbiased and full of ONLY facts, I went to wikipedia. B)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/California_Proposition_8_(2008)
I was intrigued by how this proposition came to be. I also had a look at the gays' website about 'no for prop 8' and compared the two. In wikipedia, it states that there was a vote of 61% of the people against gay marriage a few years ago, but judges REALLY DID ignore that ruling and made it legal for gay marriage anyway. That's where Prop 8 comes in: It's the people voicing that, "HEY! We already said we didn't want gay marriage! Why the fruit did you ignore our majority vote?!" So now the gays (and I mean this term with respect; I have gay friends. Calling them Gay or Homo is a fact, not a slander; at least in my journal >_>) are saying that if we don't accept their point of view as the right point of view, or a normal point of view, that we aren't tolerating them and therefore we're the bad guys.
Not true.
Tolerance is made to tolerate people, not their sins. Technically speaking, homosexuality is a sin. It is not natural and goes against God's commandment to "Multiply and Replenish the Earth". I've seen somewhere that we accept unnatural things like 'air conditioning, technology... etc' and yet we can't accept an unnatural thing such as being attracted to the same gender. This would be true IF having technology was a sin. It's not. God gave us minds so that we can till the land and use whatever tools we can for our benefit.
In Massachusetts, as the only other state that accepts gay marriage as legitimate, it's the only thing we can compare the future of California to. Because the Catholic Church regards homosexuality as sin, one of their adoption agencies was closed down due to a court ruling that they were discriminating against gay partners that wanted to adopt a kid. They would rather discontinue this service rather than give up a child to something they don't believe in. Also, it is mandatory to speak of homosexual marriage as an equal opportunity to kids in schools. It is not equal: you can not have sex and produce a living entity if you are gay. Period. Sure you can have something implanted in you, but they can not have sex as themselves, no add-ons, and produce anything. Ever.
Since I have to go now, I'll close by saying that if they continue to have the ability to call their union 'marriage', going against the meaning of a MAN AND WOMAN, heterosexuals will lose a LOT more rights than any homosexual, as the only thing they're fighting for is a title, not any rights. And if that happens, as it did in Massachusetts, we as heterosexuals will be the ones not tolerated.
Link to the Catholic Church thing: http://www.boston.com/news/local/articles/2006/03/11/catholic_charities_stuns_state_ends_adoptions/
Also, *copy/pasted from a facebook post I made earlier*
"What happens to the school system once Gay Marriage is legal to teach as an 'equal marriage' to heterosexual marriage: (I hope the link works.) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=puI4pfRB0w0 They didn't allow parental notification for 5-YEAR-OLD KIDS or the option to opt-out, and arrested the father when he wouldn't back down from wanting JUST A HEAD'S UP if they'll be talking about that in school. Yet they allow parental notification for pg-13 movies to kids in High School? More information on the trial after the guy was arrested:
http://americansfortruth.com/news/david-parker-enda-and-the-battle-for-our-childrens-hearts.html "
~Befu, the Reflective, Missionary Spaniard. |
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| JESSI JUST GROPED M= |
[Oct. 5th, 2008 || 02:14 am] |
ijEEEEEEEEHEHE
She's fighting with me to gain control of the keyboard. :D MWAHAHA~
I wuv you Jessiiiiiiii @o@ |
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| Just a short update |
[Oct. 4th, 2008 || 12:28 am] |
It's bed time so I wanna make this quick. Omm. ("Oh my monkey" for those of you who don't know the acronym. I use it often so memorize it. D<) I just finished what seemed like the hardest part of my doll so far. x______X It took me 30 minutes to put a slip cover on a part of my doll. It's because the fabric isn't the stretchy kind the pattern calls for, so it's EXTREMELY difficult to slip over a finished piece.
Yes I'm being very vague cuz I dun want Nathan to guess what I'm working on. <333 XD
Speaking of which, I hope he's doing okay. x______x;;; He has strep, or a version of it like what I had a while back, and yet he continues to work 60+ hours a week. :< He has what.. 2 hours during the day he can do whatever, then the rest is either sleep or work. x_x;; He's so dedicateeeeeed T___________T *clings to him* It makes me wanna massage him, and hug him, and love on him. :< *makes him go to the doctor's to get the medication that makes the strep go away* >_>; With all those hours he's working he should get benefits D<<<<
On a totally different note, I'm really looking forward to General Conference this year. I swear the world, or this country, is getting SO bad we're about to face the fires. :P Though I know in the last days, there will hardly be any righteous people left, so we're not quiiiiiite there yet. I think there are still some good people left. On a poll I read, 34% of the US is worried about the diminishing morals that America's facing as of late. A third of the population. Doesn't mean that the third is a righteous people that's extremely worried about the welfare of others, but at least it shows that people still care. I envision the worst times to include hardly anyone caring about the status of the morals of this country. Like.. less than 10% or something.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR SLEEPOVER TOMORROOOOOOW @3@...... EEEEEEEHEHEHE~! AND IT'S SUPPOSED TO RAIN!!!!! Oh, also, I backread a bit so I could understand more of stuff. I got through Jacob Ch. 4 til I'm currently on Mosiah Ch. 1 :D Tomorrow I'll focus more on reading my Missionary Prep. book and Mosiah rather than taking my sewing to work. XP Mom thinks I've bitten off more than I can chew with making this doll, but heck, I've gotten so far now there's no way I'm gonna stop. It's my first priority right now, though I should say reading scriptures is, but I can read scriptures inbetween sewing doll parts and also while I'm at work. Heck, if I REALLY wanted to, I could dedicate an entire day to just reading the scriptures and finish the whole thing in a day. :P But I wouldn't get anything from it. The way I'm doing it right now helps me to get more interested in it and thus soak up the information. If I can read a few chapters a day inbetween sewing, I'll definitely be able to finish within a month and I can just read that one missionary book while at work. The only problem is, I have no time to read Preach my Gospel DDD: Nor the 4 other books. Oh well. XP I can read those while in Utah before I get into the MTC and I'll definitely have time to read Preach My Gospel there. XD
I've come to find that my freaking out and low-days come from lack of support from my family. Working on this doll is hard, but it's so much fun and I get so much satisfaction out of it when I finish a piece that I want to share it with my family. When they acknowledge it, it feels awesome. But it'd feel a lot more... motivating if they actually said to "keep it up" or to "try my best" towards it, rather than mom telling me "I think you've bitten off more than you can chew". I get motivated when I'm put in a challenging position. Lots more stress, but I can get the job done. If only I could have a little support to give me an extra boost and know that what I'm doing isn't a total waste of time. :( I hope Nathan likes it... If I ever finish it. XD''''' I'll probably send it UPS so the dumb post office dun lose it. Like they probably did my letter. *wishes Danny could deliver it himself* :< I SAW DANNY THE OTHER DAY!!!! After dropping off Jessi on Thursday to school, when we were headed home, WE PASSED DANNY AND WE WAVED AND HE WAVED BACK AND IT WAS AWESOME CUZ DANNY ROCKS LIKE THAT!!! He makes UPS worth while. B) Nicest driver EVER. EVAAAR! Rawr. He mah Spanish homie. XD
Okay. Not a short entry. I had to let out mah.. FEEELINGZ. My masculine side along with my feminine side, ne Jessi? ;D *stabs dream post prior to this one* Mkay. Officially off now. Ja ne~
~Befu, the Giddy, Spanish Mishy. |
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| Weird Dream |
[Oct. 3rd, 2008 || 09:56 am] |
Woooooow I had a weird dream last night. It felt so realistic, too. x_______X I dreamed I got married, but to someone I didn't know. :< I don't know WHY I went through with it, but for some reason or another I got married to some.. popular "hot" guy that I didn't even friggin know D< He was a jock. I've made a point to never get married to one of those... "I look good and everyone should worship me cuz I'm so popular" guys because they're usually the ones who'll cheat on ya. He was so full of it, but at the same time he was shy. o_O Go fig. But anyway, I couldn't tell him apart from a bunch of people. XD And it was so spur of the moment we didn't even have a ring. IF HE HAD A RING ON I'D BE ABLE TO TELL HIM APART D< But anyway, the dream was weird. We were just celebrating the wedding at a dinner.. thing. The family whose daughter just got married (when we went to Las Vegas/ St. George) was there, my grandma, mom, and 2 aunts. That's it. :x And I think a few people from that one guy's, I mean, my 'husband''s side. Anyway, we didn't even eat together. I sat down to eat a little and he left for the other room where he was playing some board game. It was so casual! It seemed like we were having this dinner in a condo or something. During the whole thing I felt so sad; in my dream I couldn't remember anything about my real self so I couldn't remember Nathan or Jessi or even Katie. XD People like that. It's interesting that I felt so empty inside like I was missing something. :P JEEIWONDERWHY.
Later in the dream we were going to go skiing or something and I couldn't go because I didn't have my ski under-uniform on. But for some reason I was going to go anyway and they'd let me. o_O I sat next to my new husband person... thing... at least I hoped it was him cuz I still couldn't tell who he was. XD He was tall. >_>; I felt so un-proportional with him. WHY THE CRAP DID MY DREAM-SELF MARRY THIS GUY D< But anyway, I found some wires and stuff in a box that was his. I found out he had a bio-arm. O: Metal arm thingy. And when he found out that I knew about it, he started fighting me. 8D I'm glad it was in a dream cuz I was able to hold my own. Hardly, though. The dream transformed into a battle scene in an anime's point-of-view. A bunch of friends I didn't know I had started helping me fight some evil people, the evil group including some of our husbands. Someone's evil husband died and I have NO idea what happened to mine. I guess he died, too. :D
It was such a freaky dream. :< I was so happy when I woke up and realized I wasn't married yet and I could STILL BE HAPPY D: T________T I felt so lonely in the dream. I'm gonna go have some breakfast and be thankful for my life now. <3 Ja ne~
~Befu, the Relieved, Spanish Missionary. |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2008 || 12:24 am] |
What's up with IJ? It's being weird and.. seemingly 'unfinished'. :< Lots of glitches that I keep running into. So I watched the debate tonight and I'm all for Sarah Palin. She knows how, from personal experience, to take care of a state's budget and has dealt with oil and the environment and has DONE A GOOD JOB AT IT. Alaska ROCKS. AND THEIR KING SALMON WILL ONE DAY RULE THE WORLD WITH HOW WONDERFULLY DELICIOUS IT IS!
Anyway, I like her. She's the only one out there who is an ACTUAL MIDDLE-CLASS-TYPE-PERSON! No one else on either ticket has a normal life like that. Also, the talk that Obama's saying about pulling a bunch of money out of nowhere and handing it to random, 'qualifying' people isn't going to help the value of the dollar. We seriously do need to become an independent nation again. >_>; We need more immigrants (LEGAL KTHX) to work for less and become independent of China's goods. More money circulation throughout our own country. :< This whole thing wants me to become re-interested in my economic major again, but naaah. I wouldn't stay interested in it. The only true interest I've been able to hold onto for an extended amount of time is anything related to a computer. :D But still, knowledge is power and I love to gain anything I can get. <3
I hope I can finish my doll soon. O_O And I hope Nathan got his letter/package~ I know he got his package cuz I had it trackable kthx. The letter.. not so much. XD Watch it have gotten lost in the mail. 9_9 It had my testimony on it, toooooo ;_;
Well, I'm about to pass out cuz it's so late AND JESSI WHY ARE YOU STILL REPLYING TO STUFF WHEN IT'S 1.5 HOURS PAST UR CURFEW?!?!?! D<<<<<
I hope Nathan's doing alright with his increased work hours and whatnot. T_T; His health worries me. Later in life I'll be making him LOOOOOTS of Pioneer Woman cooking and that'll keep him healthy :D Reeeeeeal food. AND TODAY WE BOUGHT WII-FIT! So that can aid in exercise.. stuff. B)
Speaking of which, we stole Jessi today. <3 Went out to eat at Eggs 'n' Things and had a grand ol' time~ Hehe. Got chinchilla stuffs, Nintendo stuffs, then I went straight to work after dropping Jessi off. <3 I can't believe I was actually on time!! O_O And we got a vacuum and new duster at work now! YAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay AND RAID! WE ALSO HAVE RAID@@@@@@!!!!!fourteen2
I'm about to pass out now. <3 I still need to finish the second part of the thing I'm working on. Mwahaha~ I might just wake up and do it in the morning. Ja ne~
~Befu, the Utterly Tired, Spanish Missionary; formerly the British Drunk. |
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